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The Thirteenth Letter
Me- Writing- Ask-
I got good at feeling bad and that's why I'm still here.
#really really #really #accurate #except two thousand and four

[AGGRESSIVELY CARES FOR YOU FROM A DISTANCE BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER]

#declan #we do this to each other #also big spoon #/throws handfuls of compassion and empathy

I would do bad things to get these items of clothing.

it’s my life, don’t you forget.
so relevant.

"I felt like crying but nothing came out. It was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can’t feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then."
- Charles Bukowski, Tales of Ordinary Madness   (via patehtic)

Anonymous asked: changed in a negative way to become a dickhead

Hahaha, I’m not disagreeing with you there.
 

 Next time, we should invite Leslie to go. She’d like that.

#favourite book #great movie #bridge to terabithia #always crying

Anonymous asked: have you finally given up and realised your better than that dickhead and deserve better?

…This seems both supportive and aggressive, so I’m not sure of your angle.
I don’t like to look at it as giving up because I wasn’t “trying” to succeed in anything. I’m just accepting that he has changed in a very negative way and that, yes, I deserve better.

I see everything as a sign relative to my actions; everything that does or does not occur prescribes what I will and will not do. 

I’m waiting for the sign to say do it, do it now.
But I’m searching for the sign that says don’t, don’t, don’t.

#writing #spilled ink #words #signs